Today I got my Driver’s license after waiting, procrastinating and letting the permit expires and it takes me more than 4 years to really nail it, and the good thing I did the written and the road test once and got a passing remarks.

Ready or Not Ready???

Last August 21, 2008 I was able to talk to one of my co-worker (Crystal Guffey) about an issue that's been bothering me lately about PREGNANCY or having a KID, and she did really have a good insight about what I'm going through right now.

Because I don't know if I'm ready to have a kid (but oh well who is ready anyway to be a parent, because there are lots of young people out there who got impregnanted out of wedlock or unplanned at all but they managed it.), do I want to have a kid, do me and my hubby really want to have a kid, or I want to have a kid so I can see the fruit of our love or just want to have because I look at it as a trophy or a souvenir??? Which I don't want to cause I want it to be the fruit of our love for each other. And if I want one when do I think I want them and how?

And Crystal gave me a good book in a Bible for me to read she said to read Job and Proverbs to know how hard life can be in Job and how uplifting Proverbs is. And needs lots of prayers about it and I think I agree to this a lot because that's how I got married to my hubby through prayers and I think I need to be back on thase routine again to be prayerful and give God the drivers seat and let him cruise me to where He thinks is appropriate for me to do, thy will be done.

Because if I just tackle it by myself I can't see myself moving forward or seeing any decision that I can take by myself and I want to have my hubby to be beside me with all this stuff that's going through my head and that I would love to have more open communications about this issue that I am thinking, feeling and worrying.

I have a lot of hesitations as well why I am afraid to have a kid. First, what if I die so young and what happen to my kid? Cause this happen to me that I don't have parents at a young age. Second, what if my sister die or need me with her 3 own kids to raise? And do I think I could still help her in that matter? Third, are we ready to have a kid? Like are we ready Spiritually, Financially, Physically and Emotionally? And when do I know that I am ready to have a kid???? This is the questions that's been running in my head that still I can't find any answer and no one can...

And that day it marked the day for me to open my hearts on any possibilities that I will be tackling in days to come or in the near future...And I need to commune with God often about this issue that I am facing.

Hiking at White Rock Rim Loop

We love to hike as much as I want to galavant around. Last Saturday 6th of September my hubby decided that we will go on hiking trip and asked me where I want to hike so he gave me the Hiking Book that we have that covers hiking trail in Arkansas and I pick the White Rock Rim Loop in White Rock Mountain in Bidville, AR.

The drive was quiet long especially in the dirt road and out in the boondocks and I even feel frustrated cause my hubby did not follow the directions from the book and also I'm hungry cause I just ate a small bowl of cereal but anyway we got there and the view was just awesome it was worth the trip and I forgot that I was hungry until we start hiking but I had the great time hiking and taking lots of pictures and you can visit it in my photo album.

Saturday of the Labor Day weekend...

During holidays we go to Chouteau, OK which is my hubby's hometown to visit his folks and relatives in the area and last Labor Day weekend it's one of those days and good thing hubby's closest cousin was down there for the weekend working on the spookhouse and he is more excited to visit his hometown this time.

And I got to visit one of Aaron's cousin who got to marry a Filipina and they just moved from Hawaii and hopefully this is for good since her hubby is retired from the service and we had fun visiting with each other and my MIL was able to met her and got to see there new place.

I got to visit with Carey, Brian and Adam(who is visiting from Texas with his dad) at Aunt Gail and Uncle Wes's place (Carey's parents).

I got to visit Ate Dine at there new place.

Abby (Ate Dine's 3rd child) with there new pet whom they found in there backyard.

Betsy (Ate Dine's youngest) with there new pet.

Dan (Ate Dine's 2nd child) with there new pet again.

hubby riding the back around his parents place.

Happy Birthday Ceil!!!

She's one of my friend back in college and we still keep in touch as much as we could, though we live globe apart but through technology we keep in touch.

Yesterday Philippine time she had her natal day and I wasn't there to celebrate it with which I wish I could but it's just impossible to do so but through my blog I would commemorate her birthday.

Celia, Happy Birthday I wish you have more birthdays to come and hopefully one of those I would be there to celebrate it with you. I'm just here when need me.

Tagged: All About ME!!!

I am: a happy-go-lucky type of gal and I have a sanguine personality.

I think: we shouldn't be judgemental of other person without knowing them personally and looking deep in there hearts.

I know: that we are going to have a long weekend coming up, and still haven't decided what to do because we hate leaving our house during holidays cause that's the time robbers are out and about.

I have: a nice DSLR camera and that I need to know all the functions so I can use it to its best potential.

I wish: I can visit Davao next year since my brother is going to take a vacation on that year too, because if I'm not going to make it then it would be another 2 or 3 years that he can take a vacation and for us to see each other.

I hate: when those people who act like they are really concern about you but they are just there to listen so they have something to gossip about.

I miss: my niece and nephews who are in Davao.

I fear: that the people I love would gone astray and I can't help them.

I hear: the tapping the football on the background.

I smell: crabs and shrimps cause that's what I have for dinner..

I crave: good filipino food or something spicy.

I search: a lot of stuff in google.

I wonder: if i will ever have kids and if I would be a good mother???

I regret: that I wasn't a little wiser when I was growing up.

I love: my hubby to pieces.

I ache: when I saw kids being abused.

I am not: a crafty person

I believe: all things happen for a reason.

I dance: or I mean sway when I sing.

I sing: a lot in the office.

I cry: a lot when I watch heart wrenching movies or shows.

I fight: or stood up on what I believe is right.

I win: when I accept that I'm at fault and apologize about it.

I lose: my patience with stupid people.

I never: forget where I came from cause that's what made me who I am today.

I always: take shower as in washing my hair cause I knew a lot of people who just took a shower without wetting there hair.

I confuse: myself after speaking my native tongue and turn around talk to an english speaking people.

I listen: musics at my work's pc and sing with it.

I can usually be found: at home, infront of the computer.

I am scared: of the dark and being alone.

I need: more time to organize our house.

I am happy about: my life here in US with my hubby around me.

I imagine: what life would be if I have my both parents alive until now.

I tag: anyone who would love to do this....

Washington County Fair

Last August 22, our County hold there annual Fair Festival, Whitney invited me if I want to work with her in the fair and with my hubby's permission I said Yes to the said event but it didn't push through because the person who talk to her told her that there are a lot of people already signed up *sigh* I feel bad because Whit would love to have an extra income and who doesn't huh?!?.

So, I called my hubby as soon as I learn that I'm not working to the fair and told him that it would be a neat idea that we can just go ahead celebrate our 4th year church wedding anniversary (because we have our civil wedding anniversary too) at the fair and take a lot of picture and just chillax.

And indeed, we had fun and he got to have a funnel cake of course and got to ride the ferriswheel, just like an old school and still enjoying it.

To my readers have you been to any fair lately?

P.S Click on the picture so you could see my photo album...